vent

who knew that after you have your whole leg amputated...you would have to make adjustments? i'm not ready to adjust...it's like admitting defeat or something...i guess i feel i have been defeated by this damn disease...(in comparison to others with it...i am very very lucky)...but right now in my head - that doesn't matter....i'm about to have my leg cut off...wtf?!?!?!?!?

insurance hassles

need i say more!?!?!?

a book a day.

looking for a few good books to read during my down time. any suggestions?

waah!!!

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remember when you were a baby? (of course you don't, but you know what i am saying) you could scream and cry all you needed...and hopefully some loving adult type would come and comfort you the best they could...and all would be well in the world...if only temporarily. then we become adults....and that whole screaming and crying thing doesn't work as well...you know how justin is bringing sexy back? i want to bring screaming and crying back and have someone comfort me...if only temporarily. (melinda is excluded from this, cause it's her job.) (hee hee.)