who knew that after you have your whole leg amputated...you would have to make adjustments? i'm not ready to adjust...it's like admitting defeat or something...i guess i feel i have been defeated by this damn disease...(in comparison to others with it...i am very very lucky)...but right now in my head - that doesn't matter....i'm about to have my leg cut off...wtf?!?!?!?!?
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i know you're dealing with a ton of shit that i cannot possibly comprehend, but you're certainly not "admitting defeat" as you say. you're a trooper, v. beyond words.
I can't know exactly what you are feeling right now, but I do know that I am blown away by how you have handled this. Stonger than I think most of us could ever dream to be, and you certainly have not let anything get the best of you. Love ya, friend...
you may feel defeated, but since i see you not giving up, i believe you are not. our journeys aren't always what we hope for or what we want, but if we stay open we can find hope in what we are given. i love you my friend. being strong doesn't mean being okay with it all.
it sucks! i hate it! i know you hate it. its a bunch of shit. and YOU of all people shouldn't have to deal with losing your leg! or any part of you for that matter. vent away my friend. know that i love you and regardless of distance i think about you every day and love you so much!!!!
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